If I am really honest with myself, painting is the only thing I can get truly passionate about. It is the only thing I dream about. When I am in the studio working on a challenging piece, communicating with the paint and asking questions I do not know the answer to, that is when I feel alive.
It is time to make some big changes.
It is time to focus more on feeling alive, rather than just feeling comfortable.
Oh wow. this is exactly how I feel about music.